My Story

This blog was born based on the suggestions of my new friends I gained after posting my short story on facebook.  The comments and encouragements I received on my post speed up my recovery from emotional pain. It was indeed a great relief to finally say to the world.
  
 "Hello! Here I am! I made a terrible mistake in my life but I don't lose hope. I don't wanna hide anymore. I don't deserve to become a prisoner of my pain forever."

I challenge everyone who wants to come out and share their real story here. I am sure everyone has a story to share. I believe that in every experience we encounter, there is always a lesson behind it.  Do you want to inspire others? Now is the time.

I am reposting my post on FB here again for the benefit of the others who failed to see it on facebook. I hope that my shared experience will continuously help others get over the pain. If I recovered gracefully, I am sure that you will also. My greatest tip is "I never failed to hold on to GOD."

I was once a bride but never a wife. I walked down the aisle on December 21, 2009, it was my birthday. I thought I received the best gift on earth, my first boyfriend/husband. After our marriage, he started cheating on me. We have been separated since May 2010. He is now living with another married woman. (Mas ok daw ang bawal) and I just found out today that they now have a two year old child (The woman also has a child on her first husband). I want to have my own family also. Hopefully in God's time, he will send me a decent man, someone who can keep up with me, someone who will love me back also. I am tired of fighting for my love for someone who never loved me. I swear to God, if I will be given a chance to become a wife and a mom, I'm gonna be the best one on earth. I find it hard moving on because I am not yet annulled but knowing that my husband has a family now, what should be my next step? I cried my heart out by studying 

During my real estate broker review (Hindi daw ako nakikinig sabi ng classmates ko because I was doing my work o kaya naman tulog ako sa likod or nagpapacute sa webcam ko. lol.)

and taking the real estate broker exam then I kept myself busy by gaining friends and going to places I've never been. 

Boracay Island (Aklan)

El Nido, Palawan

Nacpan Beach, Palawan

Corregidor Island

Catanduanes

Zambales

 Sulu

Guimaras Island (Ilo-ilo City)

Sagada

Macau

Zamboanga

Tawi-Tawi

Calaguas Island (Camarines Norte)

Olotayan Island (Roxas City)

Bulingan Falls, Basilan

Malamawi Beach, Basilan

Ifugao

Quezon Province with friends (Photo credit: Alvin)

Batangas with friends

Laguna with friends (Photo credit: Ove)

Palaui Island with friends (Photo credit: Reuel)

Baguio City with Mr. Breakaway and Miss Andy

I managed to shut my mouth and never talked about my status, I guess it is about time to talk about it because I hate keeping secrets, I want to be happy. I may not become a bride again but I am still praying to become a wife and a mom. I NOW LEAVE EVERYTHING TO OUR GOD. I BELIEVE THAT GOD HAS BETTER PLANS FOR ME. 

Godspeed!
XOXO ヅ